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A girl sits curled in a corner knees held tight. Salty tears cooling her rosy red cheeks. He walks in picks her up and puts her on the bed. Wiping her cheeks he asks “Why do you hate yourself so much?” She thought about it then looked at him and said. “Go to my mother and grandfather and all my distant relatives and ask them….” She paused taking a deep breath in trying to remember how to feel alive. “Ask them my favorite color, band, flower, who my favorite people are, who’s my inspiration what are my dreams what are my hopes, where do I want to go? Then jot done there answers and reactions.” She closed her eyes and wept “Then you’ll know”



Just a little personal poem.

I Havnt written an entry in forver so i just thought id update it. I know my last entry was really sad but im doing better. Going out of town 2morrow so ill be in the middle of nowhere and unable 2 come on. Havnt been writting im having writters block but w/e. Summers been great hope 2 get more ideas if anybody has any love to know. Well thanks 4 reading peace put coub scout. HAPPY SUMMER!!!

[x] I like skinny jeans.
[x] Music is my life.
[x] sometimes I write poetry/song lyrics. (alot)
[x] My hair covers part of my face.(on of my eyes)
[x] I wear band shirts.
[x] I know who Jeffree Star is.(how would that make me emo?I LOVE JEFFREE STAR!)
[x] I wear converse.
[x] I wear vans.
[] I have made a YouTube video.
[x] I wear lots of eyeliner.
Total = 9

[ ] I have/had my lip pierced.
[x] I listen to Saves The Day, Chiodos, Thursday and/or Gym Class Heroes.
[] I'm in a band.
[x] My screen name has x's in it.
[x] I understand that My Chemical Romance is not emo.
[x] I also understand that Green Day is not emo.
[x] I have moshed.
[x] I have been hit by a mosher.
[x] I know what mosh means.
[x] I sit in corners often.
Total = 17

[x] I dislike MTV.
[ ] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[ ] ...especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
[x] I live for Warped Tour
[x] I am lost without an mp3/cd player/ipod.
[x] I know that emo is not just a stereotype.
[x] I could not live without my hair straightener.
[] I have thick rimmed glasses.
[ ] I'm bi/gay.
[x] I have no issue with bi/gay people

Total = 23

[x] I hate the president.
[x] I have/had/wanted a mohawk.
[x] I wear black nail polish.(all the time)
[x] I hate my parent(s). (my mom all the time)
[x] I hate where I live (so much)
[x] I try to go to as many concerts as possible.
[x] Black is a great color.
[x] Right now I am listening to music.
[] I know what hxc means.
[] I am straight edge.

Total = 31

[x] Myspace = Love
[x] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.(why would it? I LOVE HOTTOPIC!)
[x] Some of my friends don't go to my school.
[x] I wear studded/skeletal belts.
[x] I have had a body part signed by a band.
[] I've cried while listening to Dashboard Confessional.
[x] I have worn guys jeans.
[x] I'm madly in love with Pete Wentz!
[x] I find muscles scary.

Total = 39

Final Total = 39
Add up your total then multiply by 3.

120% Emo. wow im 117% Emo WOOT!

RICH KID.
[ ] You go tanning.
[] You own a cell phone.
[] You own something from Coach.
[ ] You own something from Chanel.
[ ] You own something from Juicy Couture.
[ ] You own something from Louis Vuitton.
[X] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[X] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[ ] You have more than one house

Total:4

GOTH.
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[x] You wear chains.
[X] You like heavy metal.
[X] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick
[X] Your hair was/is dark. (naturally.)
[X] You dislike preps
[ ] You're an atheist/satanist.
[x] You have/want piercings.

Total: 8

PUNK.
[x] You can skateboard.
[x] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse.
[x] You hate MTV.
[X] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[x] You love/like skater girls/boys
[ ] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate preps.
[X] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.

Total:8

GEEK.
[x] You love the computer.
[ ] You like Star Wars.
[ ] You are supposed/wore/wear to wear glasses
[] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[ ] You were/are in band
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ] You never miss school unless you're sick.

Total: 3

EMO.
[x] You are depressed sometimes.(isnt everyone)
[ ] You have/had black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[ ] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep/kept a journal/diary.
[X] You have written a sad poem.
[X] You have/had a sad MySpace/Friendster layout.
[XXXXXX] You think emo kids are hot.

Total: 7

GHETTO / GANGSTA.
[ ] You like rap
[ ] You are in a gang
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[ ] You swear a lot
[ ] You have/had a freestyle battle.
[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.

Total:0

HARDCORE.
[x] You like loud music.
[x] You love the Ninja Turtles.
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes.
[x] You love Norma Jean.
[xxxxx] You wear band t-shirts.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] “Hardcore” dance.
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans all the time.

Total: 9
PREP.
[ ] You love The OC.
[ ] You have/want/had a tiny/medium sized dog
[] Your usual outfits consist of bright colors.
[ ] You like buying shoes.
[ ] You shop at American Eagle.
[ ] You love/like to shop.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] You love Paris Hilton.
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] You wear big sunglasses. (Aviators, betch.)
[ ] You wear more than one accessory.

Total: 1

ATHLETIC.
[ ] You watch the Superbowl.
[ ] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your/others jerseys.
[ ] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ You belong/belonged to a team.
[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.

In a sterotypes mind i am a Rich hardcore punk emo kid goth geek lolz soo true

DO IT, I COMMAND YOU!

100 Truths

001. Name:Alice
002. Nickname(s): Nightmare, German Vampire, Princess, Noodles, Wifey, and darlingkins
003. Status:friend with benifits

004. Zodiac sign: idk
005. Male or female: Female

006. Elementary: Hollywood park elementry
007. Middle School: Parkway middle school
008. High School: soon hopefully Magarthur
009. Smart: no lolz

010. Hair color: Dark brown with some blond highlights that wont go away soon to be black
011. Tall or short: pretty tall
012. Loud or Quiet: depends on who I am with
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.

014. Phone or Camera: Phone.
015. Health freak: no
016. Drink or Smoke?: drink alittle
017. Do you have a crush on someone? no
018. Eating or Drinking: no.
019. Piercing: soon
020. Tattoos: soon

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing: Ears.
024. First best friend: Toni Lewis
025. First award: idk i dont get many awards
026. First crush: Antonio Figuruea
027. First pet: kitty
028. First big vacation: pennsylvania idk how to spell it i got burried in the snow
030. First big birthday: none i dont like to celebrate my b-day
CURRENTLY:

049. Eating: no
050. Drinking: no
052. I'm about to: no.
053. Listening to: dot dot curve
054. Plans for today: sleep, Spencers

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids?: no
059. Want to get married?: not really
060. Careers:writer/tatto artist

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?

068. Lips or eyes: both.
070. Shorter or taller?: Taller than me
072. Romantic or spontaneous: deffinatly spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Tummy
074. Sensitive or loud: Loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship: hook-up
077. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker
HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't wear them
081. Run away from home: yes.
084. Broken someone's heart: Probably, maybe, but i doubt it
085. Been arrested: Ha no.
Hey! There is no 86! -gasp-
087. Cried when someone died: Of course!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself: not really
090. Miracles: Lol maybe, yes!
091. Love at first sight: no
092. Heaven: no
093. Santa Clause: NOt anymore.
094. Sex on the first date: maybe depends on the date
095. Kiss on the first date: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. A funny cartoon: Southpark or Family Guy. It's a tie!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: no not really.
099. Do you believe in God: no
-agnostic-
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: Umm where's the question in that?

DO IT!